I want so badly to sleep… I need it, God, I need it. Even more so now that I’ve banished coffee from my diet (I am REALLY trying to get out of my depression). I know for a fact that if I can just take sleep till nine, I’ll be more productive than if I begin slogging at my desk right now. Nothing useful will get done. I will simply type away and away and then “wake up” again at nine, the grogginess dissipating from my eyes, and realize that everything I’ve done since seven has been completely useless, and then I’ll trash everything I’ve done and start all over. Should I be compliant then, and work as everyone else does- from seven, or should I go to the bathroom on the third floor, lock myself in a cubicle and sleep till nine? When did I start ignoring my instincts? They’ve never let me down. I think I just answered my own question.